The Holidays
Okay...So the holidays has started...And unlike every1 else who is welcoming the holidays and wishing for it like crazy, I am not the least bit excited by it...Everything feels so normal...It doesnt even feel like the holidays...I mean...I woke up as early today just to go to school for 2 hours of dumb maths...Holidays are meant for sleeping till like 2 in the afternoon or something...haha...Anyway, besides that, I dun really feel relaxed or anything by the holidays? Like in fact its kinda boring...Many people are gonna stone me for saying this, but maybe we need some major exams before the holidays to enhance the effect...Haha...
Anyhow...During maths today, we decided that we wanted to pon the maths lecture followed by the remaining 1 hour of maths tutorials so we just left school...haha...I mean...4 hours of maths is just enough to kill anyone...and add to that we are doing Trigo, which is the worst topic ever...So we just walked out of school while everyone else was walking in...We too a bus down to Toa Payoh to have macdonald's breakfast...As YC had a sore throat, and jia jia being a jia jia, she decided to buy porridge for him...and I being a good friend, had to walk around the whole of toa payoh with jia jia to find a place that actually sells porridge, and a place that actually sell jia jia...and while nicky, lippy and mimi got to chat at the air-con macdonalds, I had to follow jia jia around in the hot sun...I'm too good a friend...what can I say...After that jia jia got the porridge delivered to Nanyang and we gathered at my house...YC came after school...and Nicky came after his under-17 bowling championships for 2 pathetic rounds of mahjong in which I won 80 cents...haha..but jia jia just wouldn pay me..so oh well...
It's all becoming so blur...Its like what I thought I liked her for isnt there anymore...Was I too ready to be sure of what she really is? Its like she's totally change...She's not what I understand she is anymore...Maybe it was all just and illusion, a facade, what I knew of her? I would really like to know what she is truly like...What I knew her to be...or what I see now...
Anyhow...During maths today, we decided that we wanted to pon the maths lecture followed by the remaining 1 hour of maths tutorials so we just left school...haha...I mean...4 hours of maths is just enough to kill anyone...and add to that we are doing Trigo, which is the worst topic ever...So we just walked out of school while everyone else was walking in...We too a bus down to Toa Payoh to have macdonald's breakfast...As YC had a sore throat, and jia jia being a jia jia, she decided to buy porridge for him...and I being a good friend, had to walk around the whole of toa payoh with jia jia to find a place that actually sells porridge, and a place that actually sell jia jia...and while nicky, lippy and mimi got to chat at the air-con macdonalds, I had to follow jia jia around in the hot sun...I'm too good a friend...what can I say...After that jia jia got the porridge delivered to Nanyang and we gathered at my house...YC came after school...and Nicky came after his under-17 bowling championships for 2 pathetic rounds of mahjong in which I won 80 cents...haha..but jia jia just wouldn pay me..so oh well...
It's all becoming so blur...Its like what I thought I liked her for isnt there anymore...Was I too ready to be sure of what she really is? Its like she's totally change...She's not what I understand she is anymore...Maybe it was all just and illusion, a facade, what I knew of her? I would really like to know what she is truly like...What I knew her to be...or what I see now...
posted by Melly at 11:01 AM
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