The Update
Okay...Since I haven been updating in awhile, I shall take this free time to update what I have been doing lately...anyway...results for the mid-years are back and I got a C, E, O... Which I feel is quite okay actually larhs...being able to get promoted is good enough for me...but I better start studying for promos soon cos its like 2 mths away...and I actually wanna do well...haha...Maybe I wanna take bio S paper...gonna try for it...hmmm
Anyhow, I have decided to partake in the CJC TAF 80km challenge...which means 240 rounds in six weeks...haha...yes I am in TAF...okay larhs...dun mind...at least I can try to lose some weight...Anyway...I ran 45 rounds this week...which means from 0-45 in 1 week...and my knee is really killing me after that and bowling 3 days continuously...but I like running...I find it develops determination which I lack and builds fitness...All for the good of my own health...
Anyway...I'm not thinking much about anything nowadays...I feel that special feeling I had is fading away...Maybe its because we dun see each other anymore...Maybe its because we dun talk anymore? Maybe its becasue you have someone else...or Maybe I just lack determination? For now I think I just wanna study for my promos...get promoted...Study for my A' levels, get good grades, go to NS, go to NUS and do my medicine degree, and what next? start practice, sell mcs? further studies to become a specialist...perhaps an oncologist since caner is like so random and people that do nothing wrong at all become victims of it? Or maybe something like cardiologist or something, get married, earn alot of money? Retire at 65, tour the world? Go to somewhere like africa to do some social work? give tuition? and be like any other ordinary man...and live happily ever after...but What if I die tmr? Too bad then...haha...you never know what is gonna happen next...
Lalala...At least I dun feel sad and distracted all the time now...So i guess thats good in a way...I still have my good friends...Speaking of friends, I wonder if anyone else misses the 1st 3 mths like I do? yes I have moved on to try and make my present life better but I still miss old times...Its seems that I am the only one working to maintain the friendships forged...except for weng...haha...glad that we are still relatively close to each other...thanks weng!! The rest dun seem to care anymore...They dun seem to cherish whatever friendship we have...It all feels so 1 way now...dunno if its true...but at least thats what I feel larhs...Like I am trying to force a friendship that is not gonna happen if you get what I mean...
Anyhow, I have decided to partake in the CJC TAF 80km challenge...which means 240 rounds in six weeks...haha...yes I am in TAF...okay larhs...dun mind...at least I can try to lose some weight...Anyway...I ran 45 rounds this week...which means from 0-45 in 1 week...and my knee is really killing me after that and bowling 3 days continuously...but I like running...I find it develops determination which I lack and builds fitness...All for the good of my own health...
Anyway...I'm not thinking much about anything nowadays...I feel that special feeling I had is fading away...Maybe its because we dun see each other anymore...Maybe its because we dun talk anymore? Maybe its becasue you have someone else...or Maybe I just lack determination? For now I think I just wanna study for my promos...get promoted...Study for my A' levels, get good grades, go to NS, go to NUS and do my medicine degree, and what next? start practice, sell mcs? further studies to become a specialist...perhaps an oncologist since caner is like so random and people that do nothing wrong at all become victims of it? Or maybe something like cardiologist or something, get married, earn alot of money? Retire at 65, tour the world? Go to somewhere like africa to do some social work? give tuition? and be like any other ordinary man...and live happily ever after...but What if I die tmr? Too bad then...haha...you never know what is gonna happen next...
Lalala...At least I dun feel sad and distracted all the time now...So i guess thats good in a way...I still have my good friends...Speaking of friends, I wonder if anyone else misses the 1st 3 mths like I do? yes I have moved on to try and make my present life better but I still miss old times...Its seems that I am the only one working to maintain the friendships forged...except for weng...haha...glad that we are still relatively close to each other...thanks weng!! The rest dun seem to care anymore...They dun seem to cherish whatever friendship we have...It all feels so 1 way now...dunno if its true...but at least thats what I feel larhs...Like I am trying to force a friendship that is not gonna happen if you get what I mean...
posted by Melly at 8:23 AM
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