The ? Mood

I'm really in a ? mood now... I dun really no how to explain it, but I feel so lost about what to do about everything...It's like... ... ...what in the world am I doing? Or what I have done and got myself into...What is the best way to get out of what I've done? It seems like the obvious answer is there... But i have no idea why I dun wanna take that choice...I dunno why I am so reluctant to embark on the path...

Meanwhile promos are approaching and now is seriously not a time to be thinking about such stuff...I wanna study but everything starts popping in after awhile...I cannot concentrate at alll...Furthermore, my book is being neglected...Its currently still at page 8...

Why did I even start?(not the book)