The Reflections

I was thinking about stuff last night and it suddenly dawned on me...that I haven accomplished much this year...Watching my juniors celebrate yet another what I would call successful drama night, made me remember the sense of accomplishment I used to feel after such events...Though it was tough, but the fruits of our labour did taste sweet...Staying back everyday, working late into the night, and even quarreling with fellow members...But at the end of the day, no grudges were beared...and at the end of everything, a hug and a word of congrats, made everything go away...We all felt like we had achieved an impossible feat, like we were the best...but the best is yet to be...haha...But I really enjoyed the sense of achievement and savoured it...It sorta made my life feel complete I guess...

But looking back at what I've done this year, I realised I haven accomplished much...I started off with so many of what I would like to call close friends, only to end up where I am now, few friends whom I can actually share my problems with...and no doubt my class is a great class with all its funny moments, but I somehow cannot enjoy it like I used to in the past when I was in sec 4...even though I dun think my class was that great then..I get the feeling that my life is not a fulfilling 1...In the words of someone else I dun really know, ideally I should be happy...I got into the JC of my choice, I am where I want to be, I have a few good friends, I get along pretty well with the class, I am having fun in my cca, I am even in the exco of bowling, which is unexplored territory, I have never been in exco before...and I guess I quite like it...haha...Ideally I should be happy...but somehow...it feels as though something is missing in my life...Something that just makes me feel incomplete...have no idea what is that though...haiz...